Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in Lady Faye's LiveJournal:

Friday, September 5th, 2008
11:23 pm	I have been doing much reflection and soul searching over the last few months....life has a way of knocking you in the teeth sometimes to get your attention!!  I have hurt those near and dear to me....I've been so "busy" doing things that I had no energy or patience, and most of all time for family and friends.  I'm discovering it isn't that I don't have friends, (because I do!) but that everyone leads hectic lives and just because mine has slowed down does not mean the same for others.  Many of you responded to my last post....thanks!  Others I'm sure I hurt with the comment....feelings have a way of doing that when it's not intended that way...but what is said can't be taken back as much as I would like at times...my Mother said I was too blunt. and spoke too quickly with words and thoughts only expressing my anger and not my true feelings.  I've worked for many years on that anger and thought I had it under control....but the last couple of years that control has been eaten away by my not being able to say NO. Still much soul searching needed..... Current Mood: nostalgic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008
9:22 pm	I sit here and wonder...do I have any friends...have I run them all away.... Current Mood: crushed (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 28th, 2008
7:46 pm	Everyone...my responses are not being posted eeeeeeee one of you asked why I never respond back to comments....and I replied I sent one back to every one....seems that they have not been posting.... I plead stupidity....I responded from the email that Lj sent...guess that doesn't work so well....sorry!  I'm just learning this system.  (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 23rd, 2008
10:18 am	How do you describe a friend?  I was asked that recently...I have lots of people in my life that when I see them I get a hug and kind words...most I would consider friends.   But not many of them have I ever sat down to a meal with or long conversations, invited to their homes or even gotten to know on a more personal basis....  I would like to correct that. Now that I'm not travelling alot I've gotten my house cleaned up so I can have people over to my house without tripping over suitcases and stuff I've not had time to deal with.  Trust me it's not perfect but at least clean and sort of clutter free (well not everything is gone yet!) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 17th, 2008
9:45 am	Went to the ALT munch last night....first time in almost 5 years... The demo was really good and there were alot of people there....just most were paired up...sigh.  I visited for awhile and then came home and  continued work on cutting up the horrible vinyl floor in my kitchen.  Nasty stuff that comes up in layers and small bits.  After 2 weeks of working on it, about 2 square foot a night, I've gotten all but under the fridge a small walkway..and it's a very small kitchen, lol.  Not sure when the new tile will get put in, have to wait on the designer to have a day to work on it.  He wants to do a fancy pattern...that's his area, I'm just the tile cutter! The curtain is finally up in the dining room...had to have some help with getting the rod up...now that room really looks orderly. The pictures I ordered for the entry hall came in...much too small to work there...so thinking over the headboard of my bed will work. Guess it's time to do the weekly cleaning...ugh! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2008
9:51 pm	Some days I just don't wonder if it's all worth the effort....worked for this company for 6 years and I thought I had done a good job...the contractor they hired to give us "procedures" seems to think I'm an idiot...makes getting up and going in every day hard.....I've been doing this for 30+ years.... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008
10:25 pm	Friends are awesome.....thanks! Current Mood: cheerful (3 Comments |Comment on this)
7:46 pm	Hello....I'm going to see about using this....see if it helps me to de-stress Current Mood: tired (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
1:39 pm	Grrrrrrrrr I've never used this before....but I have to get something off my chest. Why is it some people are sooooo blind to what is right in front of their faces? Or chose to lie about something when you know they are not telling the truth....just makes me boil! Guess that friendship isn't what I thought it to be... HIS loss.... I'm just so done! Over 5 years...time to move on.... Current Mood: angry (9 Comments |Comment on this)